jas was here.

Love Is.

2012-02-28T11:23:00.003-08:00

R.I.P. JDilla

Aquemini.

2012-02-13T23:35:00.001-08:00

Way back then, back when
my gemini and I
still resembled alike
I often wonder why
we exist in this mist and does bliss
ever list what we write in the mind
does it come and go like infidels
results of free living, manifesting living hells
crack open shells
see the core
and explore, take this tour
away from glamor and galore
this is aquemini..

meaning, faithful minds intertwines
combined, what's your's and mine
nowadays, i really watch, what I say
shameful, how we worry 'bout pleasin' others
student of the truth, it's the youth that bothers
me, time to time I wonder what's a crime
are my days numbered from what we call time
perhaps I'm the past of my pop's and I see my future everyday
while my mom teaches me lessons, I see rules anyways
I see corruption all over and this World is still beautiful
Something makes me worry, we humans, between the God and molecules
Payin' homage, to those makin' differences
I'm sayin' I give back without paying extra expenses

September lenses, colorful I often fly for freedom
So get the big picture, as long as I reach one,
I'm aquemini.

Campus Library.. wrote to an Outkast track lol

In-N-Out.

2012-02-08T00:29:00.000-08:00

Heaven At Night..

Family First.

2012-01-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

Love....FAM..

21.

2012-01-28T23:53:00.000-08:00

Born Day

Thank you babe :) :*

Anywho.

2012-01-25T00:15:00.000-08:00

I'm turning 21 this weekend. FUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHK..

Episodic.

2012-01-24T20:54:00.000-08:00

In this episode,
I figure that this network I'm holdin' on
gives out images far out, as the open mind,
so open what falls out is what seeped through the closed, droplets
Like the winter rain, touching nostalgia and content,
It's been a long time coming, or so it feels
floatin' within the film reels, ticket stubs and photo's of the avenue
running out of things to say, I'm cool from what I do
henceforth, what can a post do?
given a time and place, relations of worlds and revenue
both disastrous and miraculous
relations that haven't shipped, with stamps for delivery
with characters that defy, souls re-unite
still got manners and chivalry
such art, art is a memory, memorizing time scenes, all's a documentary
contrary belief, with such reliefs
dedicated to those high on life from it
and the dedications left behind
subtract the abstracts, giving only the plain facts
can only project surfaces, unseen like invisible acts
sending letters to the moon, it's important to be aware though
repenting from ego centrism, ignored from what any other saying goes
what's the significance of this web scrapbook?
my old people tells me to love what I adore
I turn my hour glass gold, and this world is yours

Today.

2012-01-18T20:01:00.000-08:00

Honestly, my favorite emcees today.

Response.

2012-01-17T13:36:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile, no?

Winter

Bakin' mornings

Fast...

food

Home cooking

snaps

sw21

cheeeef

posted/waiting

A nissan like this would be nice...

who doesn't love Korean BBQ??

Pop's garage. Shout out to my old people, been getting help from them recently..

~~
Got involved in a Freeway car accident.

damn.. I can't even...

~~
sunsetting

parking lot

atmosphere

"

bird's eye view

Vet's Stadium

tennis courts

parking structure

up hella early

up hella late :)

Let's Ride

2012.

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

What's will happen 2012?
Don't know, maybe
Heaven knows, but
Only time will tell.

Happy New Year's EVERYONE.

Full Steam Ahead.

Holidays 2011.

2011-12-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

All I got to say....

Merry Christmas Fam
& to all. :)

Gone Celebrating, PEACE!

Outroduction. (AutumnLeaves)

2011-12-16T01:52:00.000-08:00

listen & enjoy this joint.

Story.

2011-12-12T21:22:00.000-08:00

Took a break from studying..

I got a pen,
In ten cities I feel intense
City, landscape and mental mixtapes
Poetry you can't hear, but read and hear it within
Starting to think it's less mental more spirit has beens
What I create isn't necessarily myself, don't get it twisted
Conclusively, I'm always more than fine, not 'cause I'm lifted,
I'm gifted, I like to believe I am,
More put through from mind, cause' I can
And when I can, that's what I do
Not me vs. you, or who tried and stay true
Nor Red vs. Blue, 'cause I'm hearing you too
More reading than just seeing,
feeling is forever more appealing
It goes on, no off button and concealing
And as Time Passes, I only wish to pass the Classes
I've taken,
Like the obstacles I've chosen solely
this may define my Life Story
but in chapters,
May happily ever after
appear at the end
When I think, I sink
in my home sweet home
my state of mind
Up until
it takes skill to recognize trill
In a sense I'm losing my religion
I'm a flyer, jets soaring like pigeons in the dark
In this bubble called underground, I've embarked
But never the less
it's never less than more
I pave a new way with a different detour
future's the present, so we're living in a gift to be open
I'm hoping
I get to see a couple of tokens
in my back pocket
electrify and testify to blast like a rocket
Got me feeling anxious, it's almost twenty twelve
I'm putting away and pullin' a story from God's book shelf

Free-thought writing?
Back to progress. -_-

Miss U.

2011-12-09T08:06:00.000-08:00

Tell me why the road turns.

Shades.

2011-12-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

Black and White world, living in shades of grey.
~

Busy.

2011-12-03T16:42:00.000-08:00

Lately been caught up on the daily assigned objectives life has thrown me...I'm sure that's you too. Everyone seems to be busy and doing their own thang around this time. I'm pretty stressed too. Hopefully I can end this semester with thumbs up. Anticipating on some leisure time during winter break forsure.

Off to work!!!

Mood.

2011-12-02T13:10:00.000-08:00

You know what..

Nothing really changes, but the mood.

It's All Good.
#JetsGo

Knowing.

2011-11-28T16:31:00.000-08:00

Knowing that it's the most calm right before the storm,
And when you least expect it, it doesn't rain, it pours.

Thankful.

2011-11-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

At the end of the day,
I'm thankful...for everything I have.
Happy Thanksgiving Fam.

Chapters.

2011-11-23T17:20:00.000-08:00

Chapter: An Episode in someone's life.

1. Stay Reading
2. Until It's Gone
3. Catch My Drift
4. Feel Is Real
5. Stuck Thoughts
6. Wake Up & Play The Game (No Dreams)
7. Music Stories
8. Honest Friend
9. Scratching The Surface
10. Favorite
11. Not Even High Anymore
12. Amor
13. Running Far
14. Chasing History
15. Writing It Down (just in case)
16. No Money
17. Create What's Yours
18. Waiting For Her
19. Let The World Spin
20. Prescribed
21. Mad At Tha Fake
22. Ridiculous
23. Constant Low
24. My Shadow
25. Underground Dope Kid
26. I Just Write (Whatever)
27. CellPhone Starin'
28. Upgrade
29. Hoping She Notices
30. Lovers Alike
31. Trying To Sober
32. Hard To Save
33. Forgotten
34. Family Beef
35. Lost Amigos
36. Skipped Class To Dip Pass
37. A Broken Memory
38. How Free Y'all Think
39. Can Your Mind Picture
40. Extra Attitude
41. The Little Thangs
42. Good Times Sake
43. Please Remind Me
44. Versus Society
45. Once & For All
46. Not Tryna Settle
47. Poetically Correct
48. Mornings With You
49. Her Cooking
50. Natural Vibe
51. Just Another Flight
52. I Hate Drinking
53. Texting With a Smile
54. Will I Make It?
55. Get It Over With
56. Going Home
57. Busy (B)ee
58. Make You Laugh
59. Looking Back Now
60. See What You Read
61. Avid Freelancer
62. I'll Be Here
63. Puzzled
64. Satisfied Elsewhere
65. My Books
66. Forever Calm (Carried On)
67. Wasted Film
68. My Lost Photographs
69. Time To Recover
70. Between The Lines
71. Behind The Curtains
72. Unseen Showing
73. How Long Ago Were These Thoughts
74. All Day, Every Night
75. Try My Best
...

Keeping my mind circulating with all this extra nonsense I had jotted on my class notebook lol

More...

Dust & Scratches.

2011-11-20T11:01:00.000-08:00

Some of my B/W assignments..

...Out of boredom

EA SKATE 3 ALL NIGHT!! HIT ME
sn: jdotdeuce

Feel.

2011-11-15T19:00:00.000-08:00

You've got a hold on me and it touches very well
Very rarely someone catches me, but you seem to do it very well
Perhaps my World can float between heaven and hell
i don't mind, You make my time freeze
You know me, I love the cold, So I'm feeling rather pleased
Let me stop with a second thought, you make my days better
With a second to think, we can share a dream together
Wishful thinking hurts a bit, but it's all positive
I remember when we first hanged, you had so much to give
Depending on how free you are, I really want your time
When will I see you, because I miss you since last time
You unravel me, sometimes I don't even know myself
I get a little lost, but you seem to find yourself
I like that alot, a direction on where you're going
Where are you? At times I feel like I'm zoning
You're leaving soon, and I can't finish what I want to say
Maybe I'll finish this feeling...another day.

Time.

2011-11-11T11:11:00.000-08:00

time is money, looking for some change.

By the way, 11/11/11 , 11:11AM..
Reminding you of what's important, and if you do believe. (wish)

Tomorrow.

2011-10-30T13:28:00.000-07:00

comes Today.
Happy Halloween Weekend.
No plans, too unimportant...lol

Journal Entry.

2011-10-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

10/26/11 1 a.m.

"To explore what it would mean to live fully, sensually alive and passionately on purpose, I have to drop my preconceived ideas of who and what I am."

Hi invisible audience. Thanks for staying tuned.

how do you interpret the world?
vibe with the music tho..and check out the tumbleezy. link to yo' right.

handselecta.

2011-10-19T00:18:00.000-07:00

flip the script.

Honest.

2011-10-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

It's like, are things worth it
Ideally from the media, but need the personal purpose
I gain descriptive emotions when marchin', music with me only
I want to be what's in me, but I'd rather have someone with me tell me
at the top it's lonely and it's really catching up
I'm not unhappy, but the nostalgia is stacking up
in the inside realm, outside world walkin'
exploration with no destination, only faith hears me talkin'
clockin' in when I feel some confidence has plummit
summit the higher world, shooting stars like I gun it
like a self titled cynic, stayed stuck questioning
purpose is somewhere, tryna capture it but posed no where
observations keepin' everything in plain view
the comfort of old feelings, good, bad or is it brand new?
negativity keeps shoutin' fuck life, I got soul
record spinning' world off playin, jazzy hiphop souls
quick thinkin' slow perception with vivid images,
noise nuisance, convos catapulting, arguments and finishin'
atmospheric feely, chilly chillin' on doses of medications
natural kind, no clonin', feelin' ambiance precipitation
feel me like meditation and spirits, we lift like research group
excellin' exhalin, writer rider, with a stay relevant loop
I need someone, not anyone, to tell me where's everyone
In this world with a million faces, but i only need one
to make me sure, rest assure, that loneliness is temporary
because I'm sick of feeling art like it's just too much therapy
everyday the sun shines so I'm alive, bottom line
but wishing hoping and dreaming run on the same line
if you ask me, my soul is rather healthy,
wealthy 'cause I know when people say tell me
the questions that their own feelings may damage
like I know what to tell 'em but I'm just leveled headed
But I get so used to knowing what's gonna happen, I don't even bother
like breaking my own heart, like I don't need a lover
sometimes i don't know what to say, feel or do
the idea of fate, faith, and destiny, can't trust is true
whatever really happens, really happens, and that's it
whoever really wants something gets it, stays legit
If I said it then I meant it, it's not meant to change
the only thing though, is the variance of range
ultimately, unsatisfied and undone like looking for art
you can add a touch of happiness, in itself turning heArts
I love writing, but it's thoughts that make me write
At times I don't appreciate that though, above the clouds overnight...

btw, can't wait for the actual winter season. I love the cold :)

Sentimentally Madd.

2011-10-02T10:03:00.000-07:00

SoulChef ft. Need Not Worry

a track that is very.. well.. written.

Imagination (Wintersong).

2011-09-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

Widdhit.

http://www.soulchefmusic.com/

Do For Love.

2011-09-12T23:40:00.000-07:00

Just because love is in the air.

RIP 15 years.

Everyday, Life.

2011-09-10T12:47:00.000-07:00

Ma' City

Cerritos Regional

Hot weather

Regulations and sh*t..

shoes

Hi Mom

The Birds & The Bees

Out in the morn

Solo Lunch

Mr2

my baby... currently in the garage :(

Man, let me get in my zone first..

T2 aka treo, aka jasperspective, aka jas. aka jasper LOL :P

Had more photos, but I'm getting hungry, and I got work so...
I'M OUT!

Kiss Of Life.

2011-09-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

kiss of life.
R.I.P. Jun Seba

Writing...Words. (perspective)

2011-09-09T12:37:00.000-07:00

Dot dot dot..
Old Drafts, from sometime...
Putting quite an effort on putting or setting up things just to have a picture, perfect. It's really all in the mind, and sometimes when I set these things up the way I like 'em, I really find peace. That's how it is kinda, I'm just feeding my mind full. I feel like I have a passion for something, but I can't seem to pinpoint it...

writings' explicit like the restless mind,
If I couldn't rest less, than it wouldn't been mine...

work or play like grind or live it up,
regrets, cries, rants, you betta suck it up
no downgrades in here, no halfway decisions
on point, on scope, on red dot precision
that art flow though, creative bars stay stacked
while confidence and initiatives be easily racked
self made behavior, so things get bitter
put ya mind to it, if ya ain't a quitter
hungry as mind be keepin' me buggin'
perspective ever-changin' while emotions be tuggin'
seshes here and there, keepin' the foos lifted,
i've drifted circles, forever shiftin' mentality, what is gifted?

cultivated many works, but never blew up like a firework

hyerr...
higher than most, on both sides iced like the coasts
foot of the ground, head's makin' a toast
we good, we aite, on point and game tight
all rights, no wrongs, 'cuz all wrong is no right
what's the impression when it's really no more
the expression i have but what's the show for
creativity, all emotion, no logic, no common sense
art no standard, no rules makes sense
un-physically, artistically, mentally, it's spiritually,
music and fotos, no science, bio no chemically...

get my stupid on but never stay on some dumbshit
don't dig my hole, when i fall like some dumpshit...

No faced book.
take a look
the mask that I wear is really kinda crooked
No castle, it's a battle,
outside inside hearin' these rattles,
brain storm thunderin', rain drops and rumblin'
I'm writing stacked notes but papers still crumblin'
tumblrin', finding inspiration
while I swim in my mind tryna land the next destination
hold up, questioning if I'm still the same me,
losin' side, and balance cause I stay care-free
It is what it is and I do what I can
which is doin' me, who ever I am...

pictures with words, what was seen and read
from the past last time, my camera had lead
like horoscope accurate, my decisions take precision
om a mission, intuition, make my shine glisten
stay fishin' and swimming, we're all in the sea
we're all in the pot that's burnin' like my tree
spending half my life, mending my crafts
that's no problem, no pays, no love and no tax
imagination is at bliss, but that's when I'm stoned or stuck
wakin' to reality, feels like I could give a fuck
don't really judge, my conclusions aren't proof
I question what's bad, and what's really good

.....

vandalize the world, fuck it, it's my canvas
like I'm that high, can't feel the hippocampus
all power, all good, i stay leveled out
stay runnin' the game, while your bike peddled out
speeding high levels while the guages maxxin out
while i got the redbull, the bullshit is tappin out
stayin straight writing, the mind stays explicit
money hungry never full, devil came for a visit
he's on the left shoulder, near my left hand
tellin' me about life, what's left to understand
what only really seems, is merely a dream
that goes vice versa, you should know what I mean

...

livin in a world, fabricated by the fakes
bitches be animals and im feelin like a snake
conform, camoflauge, with my entorauge we reach
never stopped spinnin, if i stop i screech
say life a beach, then my worlds in the sand
tickin' life away with the gold grains of sand, that's time
it's gold, let the story unfold, sooner of later we all turn to mold
ice cold, it's okay, greedyness is wealth
unattached like predator, stayin' in stealth
older that ya, translate it to wisdom
ez widers rolled same shit that Wiz done
in the cut, never been, spotlight is away
create and form like I'm molding the clay

...

quiet kid, mind is loud
just a face in the crowd
internal conflict is the biggest issue
fuck the world, fuck love, you can pass the tissues
here's an issue, an article of mine, brain insane noggin particle grind
my spirits always haunting, never really laxed
friend or foe, still watchin' my back
ghosts advocate from a past me, like the future don't exist
somewhere gone is sapce dissapearin' in mist

wonderman, like comic books, crooks, castle and huf tees
black diamond, advertising, rhymin' puffin' trees
got these freewords, like freebirds, free chillin'
freedom, freelancin' freestylin' cuz I'm freewillin'
...

Not holdin' my side on the friendship that's already sinkin'
fool's acting up, ignore 'em, like I ain't thinkin'
what you may think, take a second to know, i've been on a slippery slope
it's hard to find what your looking for when I'm on a constant dope
they say talent favors beauty, but my talent is rather ugly
cause I feel like a cynic that flows through the debri
I don't have time to be postive, I'm fixing what's fucked
realize it's impossible, 'cause the past don't give a fuck
Life goes on, three words like OneFourThree
Ain't about love though, It's one for the peace

......................
The Mind, The Music, Writing words, and perspectives...When it comes to personal life, judging and assuming is nothing short than the opposite what's truth. Know one really knows, and that's higher truth. Living righteous, being who you really want to be, giving credit when it's due, trying harder, and giving love and respect to the ones that deserve it. The World is too broad and intricate for an individual to scrape the resins of their own life towards attack, I'm learning more things than these crafts. These right here are just writings and passages. The shadow of loneliness lights up creativity, willpower, and a reason to keep pursuing. ~

Session.

2011-08-31T21:56:00.000-07:00

Back in the semesters.

edit, post , delete

no time for proper meals, college goes fast

campus

campus overpass

""

sunset minutes, beautiful time

Top floor of parking structure

interstate cruising

Makeveli

Pac's influence is unmatched...

perhaps my favorite childhood memory...

in the cut rollin' up.... :X

time is $$

...

Hiatus.

2011-08-04T13:27:00.000-07:00

Break.
Summer 2011 to be exact.
But, it's been like that.
2 more weeks, until fall semester.
Took a literal break for some reassessments.
Plenty of mental images and notes for later.
My old camera needs fixing, so I'll get a newer, better one when I get the chance.
Version 2 Entries coming soon. (lol)
~In the point in life where I'm trying to decide the right paths towards the future.
Still a photography student, employee worker, and whatever I am towards the people I know.
I got a feeling I'll be dropping some old habits, for the better.
Trying to focus on school and sticking to my words.
Life is good, but never hassle free...
to be continued..

AnotherReflection.

2011-06-07T00:43:00.000-07:00

Nujabes ft. EPonym

dope..

California.

2011-06-07T00:31:00.000-07:00

rasta

posted

moe & stanley

CA

burn tha flame , perspective. watch out for our summer album... nahht

pass

jojo doing workouts

aliens???

Home.

2011-06-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

..is where the heart is.

Play.

2011-05-30T00:18:00.000-07:00

Break.

2011-05-26T12:12:00.001-07:00

~

“Sooner or later, you start taking yourself seriously. You know when you need a break. You know when you need a rest. You know what to get worked up about and what to get rid of. And you know when it's time to take care of yourself, for yourself. To do something that makes you stronger, faster, more complete. Because you know it's never too late to have a life. And never too late to change one.”

-Nike

Foto Life HD (ft. wild life)

2011-05-24T14:27:00.000-07:00

snippets of the small world

Untitled #3.

2011-05-24T04:54:00.000-07:00

every time i try to go to sleep, i'm awakened and accompanied by thoughts,
in a physical world, but the mental realm got me caught,
so i turn the volume knob up, because organized sound is the cure right now
just got off the shower, where the ideas and light bulbs start to come out
forgot most of it, so Imma type what I was able to scrap
not really into knowledge, imagination is where I plan to grasp
imagination overwhelming, what is even possible
whatever seems right, I write whatever is plausible
i'll clear it out, I ain't unhappy, depressed, or confused
but my thoughts are black, experiences come up when highly infused
a section cut up is a reflection re-upped
another past episode, another re-run
repetitive, in some cases, very incentive, i told y'all i was prolific
the mother ship of the body is the brain so that is the civic
I got this burning ambition that I just really want to cross
I got this perfect image that I just really want to gloss
I'll be a traveling man when I'm grown so i can add on whats already in my head
crack my skull, spill the photos and poetry, see what left in the back of my head
that's everything else, that nobody ever sees
love from everyone I care about, but buried under the seas
and constantly clouded, stayin sight of 'em trees
so when I take action on something, then I gotchu in my head
may not see the show , but guaranteed its there, embedded
but somethin doesn't happen because in my head it nothin'
guilty by putting no effort, losin, just a whole lotta bluffin
quick to leave, because I plan to breathe the cool breeze
so im out again, chillin, but really, we freeze
like cold hearts, icy sharp like darts
a write of passage, just one out of a million parts

...

In The Dope. (Burning The Flame's Perspective)

2011-05-18T22:06:00.000-07:00

Nomak "In the Dope"

me and moe's rendition. recorded today, "In the dope" Peep it

:-)

Growing Deep.

2011-05-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

I wish more people knew about Knowmads. One of the best underground emcees today, hope they make it big.

www.knowmadsmusic.com

No Titles.

2011-05-16T21:53:00.000-07:00

just pics.

In The Dope.

2011-05-16T11:01:00.000-07:00

nomak on the track in the dope and chasers
lemme re-up, kinda gritty need a taper
intertwine in the cave, need no light
mind shines when i walk, no guide
goin' thru mazes, amaze to the faces
runnin' on tracks in a beat, no races
stay on nuetral, stand middle ground
a dap and a pound, go ahead and thank sound
in the beats I get lost, in the head I'm found
justify my actions when I don't give a damn
usin up grams as I burn it all away
lookin at the pieces as it all turns to grey
/
nothin' phases me when cupid is involved
if love is everything, you can't really have it all
no1 wants hurt, so that subject is close
dont got a rose so I let the pot grow
vision impaired but fully aware
in a lair up the stairs seems pretty rare
in this world that i..really plan to travel
goin thru the matrix whatever i can saddle
/
unravel paddle in a boat
dope ship hop les coast
sayin what i write when i pen em in the white
only thang on my mind when you got Nomak and a flight...(con't)

this beat immediately caught my attention tho!

Ordinary Girl.

2011-05-14T10:43:00.001-07:00

Bright Lights.

2011-05-13T10:26:00.000-07:00

New Knowmads.

Projects.

2011-05-10T23:18:00.000-07:00

stanley's chucks

peace tea

Mother's Day dinner, love you mom

lb united

jojo, smh

skies

park bench

people

taking a stroll

going home

prints

Another Closing Night (with beats).

2011-05-07T01:33:00.000-07:00

Uhh..

word to the burning heart, art is a learning part
cracked out from vivid images so sharp, needa pull my glasses out
still in my own worker uniform, after long hours feelin’ hella worn
all good, still should anyway, payday, chick-fila, every two Saturdayz
that’s work, & last week ago I wuz doin’ the same types
clocked in yesterday two times in a row, sacrificin’ them weekend nights
I want a career, somethin’ sincere, somethin’ that wud get me pretty far not near
I want a new atmosphere, a jet flight, somethin’ that wud get me pretty far, away from here
talkin’ to myself, but how else would I write
if I don’t depict it like a man with no sight
clear out my head, overtime got me pretty tired
crystal crisp clear, I like my tees ironed
heat pressed against same way a still-mill goes
it’s a cold world, cash rules so watch the bill bill flows
if i was smart with my money, I would never be short on dough
but money is time so I’m just spending it like I’m just eager to grow
pretty sketchy, thoughts tends to get intrinsic
like syndicate situations bein’ terminated and discovered by forensics
I think I’ll leave it at that because my train of thought has reached the station
made sense, my 2 cents, hope that needs no translation

peace! zZz

Edit.

2011-05-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

practice.

Strawberry Swing.

2011-05-05T19:28:00.000-07:00

oddfuture.com/musics

That Cali Heat.

2011-05-04T15:27:00.000-07:00

Summer around the corner thooooo

Pen & Paper.

2011-05-04T15:25:00.000-07:00

Just words.

Feel It In The Air.

2011-05-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

I can feel it in the air even when I'm spacin'
thoughts unorganized so I need rearranging'
ever changin' this life is, quite ironic
say that I'll quit, but just copped hydroponics
I see new life teachings, but I'm missing attendance
I can feel it in the air, something like an essence
& I just laid music, so I'ma wait for the drop
words come outta my mouth that I hadn't even jot
freewrite, freelance, best things in life are free
but no way to live free and that's a guarantee
I need more audience, feel like I'm heading nowhere,
unfound like a pair of 90's jays -hella rare
I think I got an idea on the direction I've headed
like the road less traveled, no followers; unleaded
I feel it in the air, every time I exhale what's inside
I can feel it in the air like slow rising tides
except it's a storm and it's comin' in fast
I can feel it in the air, but how long will it last?

Broke.

2011-04-30T15:28:00.000-07:00

success

night lights

still amazed by these lights

Undertow.

2011-04-29T14:37:00.001-07:00

4/27 Six Flags Flight.

2011-04-29T14:21:00.000-07:00

First stated as a faded idea with the homies, but decided to actually go for it.
First ride got me sweating bucketz, no lie.

I didn't bring my D40 for obvious reasons, but this one is definitely one with a story to tell.

(reserved)

Sunrise.

2011-04-28T17:08:00.000-07:00

up all night, zero sleep, i love when people can relate
head distort, can't afford to pay attention, money short like my mind state
browsed a couple pages, zoomed through the ages, I'm aware of the reason this world is outrageous
contagious, influence tend to manipulate the cognitive
i think in a universal scale, no royal prerogative
i've built walls around but I've never made a steeple
two things run this world really, that's art and people
like building squares, stationed workers run the spot
brain activity gets busy, infected by nightmares, but saved by what's not
infinite, you can pin it, like i'm posted in this blog
like a stamp I'm goin' through conveyor belts
happiness lies on the people I've felt
I'm still pursuing, no way to be happy alone, because that's just ridiculous
as a matter of fact it equates ignorant and bliss, insidious
not a sober imagination because I seek what I can fully extend
I took so many hits, I've probably resulted a dent
wake and bake, cheef and sleep, is there a reason for all this
can i go, can i flow, with tobacco, cannabis
I need to pass this stage because I feel I mastered my high
needa be more down to Earth, & I don't needa fly

yeh..

Nikes.

2011-04-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

Some of Moe's Shoes.

money cat hi's

paul ulrich

shanghai II

strummer

In Case I Actually Get Her.

2011-04-24T11:41:00.001-07:00

Nights.

2011-04-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

I actually had Friday off this week. o_o
~
Going Drive-By speed lol

Lowe's Cart

That 50% employee discount thoughhhhh

JKBBQ

Skyline

Westminster

Song Titles

2011-04-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

that I made up. lol

Slow Quiet Streets
California Medicated
Car Ride Home
Mind Shelf (put'em away)
5 Hour Energy
Blue Dream
They Just Live In Your Mind
Night Owls
Flying Down
How's Surreality
Blurry Vision
If Anything
Yellow Light
No Name
Image Technician
Bad News and Good Ol' Days
Collected
Work Or Play (No time for boredom)
Deucin' It
Freeway Cruisin'
Sober Dayz
Pass 1am
Another Closing Night
Munchy
Hungry
Just My Ak & D40
Between Fear and Happiness
Sike Song
Faded Moments
Bloggin'
What I See
Vagabond
Spacin' Out
Fabricated
Adjust For The World
Let Me Spark It For Ya
My Friends
Thinkin' The Afterlife
Vagabond Chillin'
Shoot Edit Post (the photo life)
Escaped
Tatted Imagination
Golden Nugz, No Chicken
Dad's Tools & Mom's Garden
4:20 pm (F**k 11:11)
Getting Old
Never Was
Vivid Pictures
Cyph A Story
Lowkey Spot
Indulgence
Vitamin B12 8333%
Unfinished Entries
happy 'cause you ain't
Beginner's mind
Follow your Flow
Thoughts Goin' Nowhere
limitless mind ( vast imagination)
Forever Unchanged
what's real, what's fake
what's right, what's wrong
&whoCares
Stupid Turnt
Lose It Right now
Woke Up Sleepy
Sleeping Awake
Dirty Out, Clean In
Save Point
My Last Blunt (i swear)
Got That Fire
don't feel like talking
No Smiles Until
Still Have
phrases say it
Not High Enough
Thoughts Unpleasant
Future is Present
Don't Even Know Anymore
Your Way & My Thing
InstruMentality
My BudDay
Ain't Even 'bout that no mo'
About Earnings and Higher Learnings
ThisConnected
We'd Prolly Do The Same Anyway
Consumed
An Uncared Topic
Blogger's Block
No Secrets Here
Dumb Quotes
What I Don't Know (Keeps Me Wonderin')
My ShotGun (Passenger Girl)
Mobile
Free In The Sky
Invisible Hope
Save As Draft (next time is better)
Lifted Research
Ni99a, You Ain't Kno (Chu Talm Bout)
Haha Jk (after saying truth)
Spitting Customer Service
HigherTruf
Is Anyone Reading this?

...

Let's Live.

2011-04-22T18:31:00.001-07:00

Live and let die.

Hue.

2011-04-22T00:58:00.000-07:00

chinese food

bowl noodles

stanley and jojo posted

bixby knolls park

brisk

old fisheyes

dirty mirror

family

family 2

*Landscape Assignment.
Prof gave me an A+ on this and was displayed during Photofest with my consent.Yehh!

Spring Break time

Whatever.

2011-04-16T02:07:00.000-07:00

Best Buy

salted, burned, and cracked a snail

honda

courts

courts

mj

ehhhhhhhhhhh.

Fisheye Ads.

2011-04-16T02:01:00.000-07:00

Throwbacks though.

Last Night.

2011-04-13T13:34:00.001-07:00

krayzie jackson.

Only Fear Of Death.

2011-04-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

"Never will I die, I'll be back
Reincarnated as a motherfuckin' mack
I love it cause in heaven there's no shortage on G's
I'm tellin you now, you motherfuckers don't know me"

& my fav Pac hits:

1. Only Fear Of Death
2. Ghetto Gospel
3. My Block (Remix)
4. Crazy
5. To Live & Die In L.A.

RIP

2011-04-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

My wallet and everything in it is gone, someone stole it at work the other day, I lost mad gwap and cards/information. FMFL

Anger Of The Earth

2011-04-10T23:01:00.000-07:00

d[-__-]b

Vagabond.

2011-04-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

red and blue

ipod classic

tacos

ak-48

mom

the pike; long beach

jojo, yozka, stanley

sushi

dolphin bay

~~

Cameras

2011-03-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

Fresh.

Real Quick.

2011-03-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

Role playing and shit

Us Vs. Them

GB stands for Gravity Bong

Clear wraps from France

Franklin's Light shows

Nintendo 64 > PS3

Tacos Mexicos

Work Blahhh

5 Hour Energy helps me get through the day

Fuck you Cuh.

Got Heat?

these thangs

I<3my Toyota, I<3my Honda
fwd, rwd.

Portrait

~~
I've been doing the same routine for long while now, as you can tell from the blog. School, work, Photography, anything art-related, and Homies.
I've been meaning to switch up my lifestyle a bit and try new things...

Repaint Tomorrow.

3AM.

2011-03-12T12:35:00.000-08:00

DEAR WORLD, BETWEEN LIFE AND DEATH, POSTED AROUND HEAVEN AND HELL,INTERNAL EXERCISE FOR THE DISTRESSED MOJO, WRITING, PRESSED AGAINST THE CHEST LIKE I'MA CONFESS, CLOCK'D OUTTA REALITY TO RECREATE, REFRESH, REBORN, LIKE TRIFECTA FOR PEACE, LOVE, AND HAPPINESS LIKE TRINITY, FLOURISH TO A SOURCE OF DIVINITY, IN TOUCH WITH ALLA ME, CONTRADICTORY COMPLEX COMPOUNDING ENDLESSLY FASCINATING, ANXIETY, SORROWS, SUGAR-COATED WITH A MASK ON WITH A PUBLISHED PERSONALITY, FABRICATED BY MIND, CANVAS CATAPULTING, EVOKING EMOTION FOR THE REALEST EXPOSED REACTION, A FRACTION OF ANYTHING SIGNIFICANT, SIGNALING SIGNS, CLOUDS IN THE EYES, THE PAIN OF A CRYING OLD MAN, AFRAID TO FACE, FINDING COMFORT OF OLD THINGS ALIKE - GROWING IS HARD, BUT LIFE FAVORS THE RESPECTED, LEAVING ROOM FOR THE UNEXPECTED.

Universal Cliff Notes.

2011-03-11T14:10:00.000-08:00

-The World is Yours
-Only Fear Death
-Live & Learn
-Life Goes On
Feelin' tired, let's get this day over with.
Momma never told me there would be days like this, but that's a given.
~~
Clockin' in at 3, clockin' out Saturday morning.
//
Glad to know that Payday's 2maro, hu$$le!

Never Been In Love Like This.

2011-03-11T14:09:00.001-08:00

Mesmerized.

Practice.

2011-03-10T23:29:00.000-08:00

practice shots.

Reflectin' Off The Water

2011-03-08T22:42:00.001-08:00

Go listen to some Knowmads.

Keep Tryin'

2011-03-08T22:37:00.001-08:00

Go listen to some Knowmads.

Imusic.

2011-03-07T13:45:00.000-08:00

2011-03-01T08:43:00.001-08:00

If it keeps you awake, it’s art; if it puts you to sleep, it’s a drug.

-Unknown

Name.

2011-02-26T01:32:00.001-08:00

practicing Photoshop lol

Buried Writtens.

2011-02-26T01:11:00.000-08:00

(taken from tumblr posts wayyyy back.)

________________________________________

Brave New World, Scared Little Being,

Against all odds, but Catch what I’m seeing

Not much of a mystery, but straight like a symmetry

Sucker Free stayin’, Jaded by status neutrality

Where’s this headin? No direction, or correlation to Peeps,

Can I reach my prime? It’s getting hard to earn my keeps

Maybe I’ll gather more audience if I don’t stay true,

Head in the stratus, and body’s in the deep blue

But ay, every dream has a p a r t t w o ,

And I fly, Meet me in the sky, It’s not hard to try

Crushed by things that make us soft, and we cry

But we riiiiiiiiiiiiide

Boppin’ my head to sicks beats, attemptin’ high feats

Arts influence, hence everything in laymen’s term

Love shocks like a gun clap, realize you tapped that trigger, ya better learn.

________________________________________

Put to work some thoughts and pen ‘em down and scarin’ myself eases to face reality, feelin’ like ridin’ with a buddy because, put it together, without relation, we just wouldn’t know what to do with ourselves, fillin’ in my mental database with shots of times, developin’ film just seems to be a habit, and give me some bomb jams and i’ll depict and record the best music video in my brain from that hit, find a dime and commit the crime, naw relax, and i’m stoppin’ that, ‘cuz it only intervenes my natural thoughts, but opens up new channels from the stems of my memebranes and i find myself asking ‘bout myself and thinkin’ what am i thinkin’, why am i thinkin’ on thinkin’ i dont know, flashbacks and setbacks, pretty superficial situations, mind my own business and let the dream finish, diminish nightmares and scares, dont care, put it on flares, and burn the pain, see the preview, look in the rearview, and review myself, soul search, etcetra change subjects, new perspective, old perception, deception, perhaps keepin my composure is my priority, give my self reality checks daily, and get my desires, stayin’ a little selfish, yo half of living is self medicatin’ keep ya head up, motivation, persuation continiuation.

________________________________________

I just woke up from a nap, saw this, and decide to do a little story-tell.

Nothin’ on my mind much, but as I type, thing’s just keep ringin’ like a bell.

Used that rhyme last time, so gimme time to refresh.

AHEM*

Yo, I’m not a rapper, poet, nor a lyrical turbine

Just a fool typing shit out just to project what’s mine

(And I mean what’s on thought for that last line)

So when i type my emotions, it’s just that my brain spilled pain

And when I’m buggin’ on random shit, you realized I’m not that sane

But, naw I’m not a maniac, a weirdo, or slightly mental,

Just got difficulties seeing myself as if someone’s taking me as a rental

Take a look at me last year and you’d think I metaphorically died

But it felt like my inner essence called me in for one last ride.

See, I’ve seen my heart crushed and shattered like glass

Shit, Walkin’ around to pass the mass was one helluva task.

But that’s the past, and I’ve never felt higher than before

I’m livin’ life right down to the motha - fuckin’ core.

Of course I exaggerate a bit-

But, this is just to give you an idea, bit by bit.

The world is a curse, but more so a bless

A bless that blesses you more with each one of it’s tests

Pass it and it doubles the rewards -Foreal, Life is somewhat of a gamble

But careful ‘cuz it’s you against the world and sometimes you just wanna scramble

On a side note, I take 99 notes daily on my phone and I’m not lyin’

Quotations, notations, right down to just silly situations, I’m tryin’

But, I do realize I do need to relax a bit, shit I trip over simple shit

That’s just how I am, and that’s how I roll

A little more serious with the face of a troll (with glasses)

But yo, I’m down to have fun all the time

Sorta lookin’ for a dime, So pass the rhyme (lol get it?)

And if you got a friend, shit, you can bring her too

And if you tryna conversate, just keep things true

And I’m here to listen and give you some cheesin’ (smile)??? iono lol

Words run deep like Titanic’s unfortunate cruise

But bonding runs high and I’m just tryna amuse

Not much of a story, more of a poetic post

Shit will probably go un-noticed like a stupid ass ghost

But I ain’t Casper, nah this is just perspective. Jas. (perspective)

Bold the letters there for clickin’ purposes, runnin’ outta flow, so I think I’ll just go, can’t top it off or add the last sprinkle, maybe I’ll see a twinkle when I look up the sky later, bye haters and fakers, get the papers, and chase her. Don’t stop, get it, get it like that one song I can’t remember.

(haha)
________________________________________

shit, i don’t even know; A piece of mine as a piece of mind in hopes this piece doesn’t keep anything puzzled. Always tryna reflect and relate to give a better perspective, perception, perhaps tryna give a good image & justifying bad situations for understanding.

Attitude foreshadows latitude, WORD. Seems that the good ole days were the carefree ones and not giving a shit is the perfect remedy, and we say things like this because, aye fuck the world, I’m hurt. Wondering if I’m in a right position to be talking such embellish terminology / often soul searching full of exploded emotions as a notion of an imploded logic.

What I grew on feels so superficial and I realize how important being an independent is. So If I feel this way or whatever, I’ll freelance and I’ll give a fuck about tomorrow. I’ll accelerate to alleviate. ~

________________________________________

Hittin’ you with a knuckle will severely make me chuckle.
You can strap yourself, but best believe you ain’t gon’ buckle-
Yourself.
Listen, fuck what you heard like a dick in your ear, ya queer,
You be gettin’ smashed like violent splatters when my ride hits a deer
(haha) This shit is all in good fun though, pointed towards nobody in particular,
But everybody in general ‘cause everyone needs to be hit with the cellular-
Just to get a reality check, Man, I got the knowledge on deck!
Yo, stayin’ mysterious and confidential
Definitely not the cliche’, nah you can feel the differential
Aye, the best writer in town can’t even write out my thoughts
Can’t describe, replicate, duplicate, or amount to the experiences runnin’ outside the cerebellum, (paranoia)
But my cranium and yours are actually quite alike so its like a remix.
Get this, I stay tough like Duralast and Levi’s (not really)
Lights hit the retina, un-dilates pupils and, weaken your eyes - You can’t see this.
Too be honest, I’m not this aggressive
I’m just tryna budget my thoughts, not money like Progressive.(insurance company)
Away from problematic, stay automatic and illmatic ‘cause life’s already kinda hard like a quadratic(math)
As always this is for the hell of it, kinda like “FB” (facebook)
Social nets keep the fun creative and I’m gone - crusin’ in LB."

________________________________________

"Top off the dome, while I be at home.
Outie with the 9 to 5.
Gettin’ kinda restless in the mess of stress I let progressed.
But, I still fucks with it.
Cruise the ride and feel the vibe on my DC5,
You tryna fly? Shiettt, Let’s reach High.
Stack The Bar, Ride The Car, Go fast, and we reachin’ stars,
Moon or Mars, Whatever’s nicer, Let’s do a “Fly-By” - No Ricer.
When said and done, satisfy the tummy
Post somewhere yummy
Strollin’ late nights like mummies
Cuz it’s freedom, and we tryna be free-dummies."

________________________________________

I’ll take a walk outside my neighborhood

And reflect on things that was misunderstood.

I’ll sit here bumping Pac’s beats

Then I’ll play our songs, setting it on repeat.

Speeding back home

With the right seat empty, I realize I’m alone.

And when I sleep at night,

I’ll fly by night,

And I see you.

Until then I’ll miss you.

________________________________________

(previous post)
"Just Go With It. "(freewrite)
go.

Freewrite and take pics of random items and post them in a spectacular way. Yeup, art is the concept. And concept is important, ya dig? Show the world something outside the ordinary and keep an audience interested. Think and create, visualize and demonstrate. Before any of this, gotta imaginate and animate. Then you get the subject of life. What is it? Besides the facts we fuck the world and call it a bitch, what is it? And are dreams part of it? And why do we value dreams so much? Is it different from life? Is life, love? What's love? Will I get hurt if i find out? I felt it before, I been tryna live comfy since my heart crashed. But ey, emotions make the world go round and my cup's always full. What's perspective? What's yours? Why is it so hard to find things that are real? Why are we so in tuned in keeping it real? Why is it easy to label people fake? What's real anyway? Can we fully understand another person? I been in too many arguments to trust shit. I doubt they'll figure me out. But hey, does it mean we're misunderstood? Nah, if we understood everyone, there wouldn't be need to talk, right? What lies in the future and do we trust fate and destiny beliefs? I don't, actions speaks louder than religion, but what's important is that I respect it. And respect is hard to come by these days. Should we think of the past? Analyze it perhaps? Try to understand more? Perhaps trying to re-new or redeemed our-self? Nah, you'll take some change, but you'll remain the same. On that note, Where to now? Why do I live the way I live? Why do i get faded every night and question things surrounding me? Am i living paranoid? Flashing episodes of communication modes that I can't even figure out like binary code. Real Life, I talk like problems free, but that's a state of mind that'll make situations drama-free, if ya feel me. Me against the world again, slippin' up trustin' busters. Fuck 'em. But hey I'm learning. I wonder what I'd do if I knew what I know now? Habits die hard, and nothing lasts forever. Best to live by the moment, and don't expect. Recollecting memoirs will always give ya a smile. Memories - They gotta be good, because there's no time for dwelling. Just gotta laugh with the cries, u know? Take a minute and let life ride. It's one of the best things you can do in a mean world. Appreciate and exterminate hate fuck the idea of fate, create, evade life's tricks and it's baits, and pass life's gate. Color my world with sharpies and such, adding colorful brushes with the musical touch. Music, helpin' you escape the pain that remains in the membrane that life had rained. Half of life requires therapy. Taking pics, call them ghosts since they'll be left around when life takes it course. Photos will straight up describe, while these words will keep a fool explaining. Beautiful debacles I call Art, I go with it.

________________________________________

(previous post)
Untitled #2.
Planet Earth, On my own World, Word.
Always lost, destiny is to be a vagabond, traveling, feeding imagination, transcending to a small audience, Paint my colors and spread my content. Foot on ground and posted, Earphones equipped with beats that makes my brain go elsewhere, I prepare my words and what I been meaning to say, No gift of Gab though. With a camera, I...take the pics, risk, smoke my shit, and chill. As life continues, I wonder why on a whole 'nother level, everything, anything, just stare and observe. Ponderment and wonderment, details. Important in a sense, I sense art on things that don't matter, to me and you, splatter my thoughts, And everything makes sense when you look at the past, so no blame on anything, no hate, because it's just another Why in my book, shooked and spooked about the vast possibilities. And I'd never be too sad about life and what this b**ch throws, 'least I got one, gone with the complaints, and change the situation, & keep it one hunnit. Yea, at times I'd vent, regrets on meants, but mostly smilin' at spents and makin' cents, laughing at the past because that's all I intend to do with it, no cries, because it's another Why, Bye to it and holla at the Future, feel me? On that note, me, myself, and I - self centered, can't help it, but I split it, my life of course, with peeps that stay-Gold, Rush in California, where it's at? Longing for a breathe of fresh air, and a someone that can complete my pair, it's only fair that I care, I swear too, because that's pretty Rare. With it, with the Friends and family, only people I know. Everyone else I don't, but I'd love to, give me time, and energy and I'll throw a smile from a mile away, okay. Find a spot to kick it and watch, just watch life.

Mind.

2011-02-26T00:45:00.000-08:00

Mom, dad, niece, homies, work, school, career, money, cars, graffiti, leisure time, mr2, long beach, California, west coast, music, photography, writing, freestyles, poetry, 2pac, skate, marijuana, drinks, playstation 3, time, ladies, girls, underground hiphop, Knowmads, tumblr, blogspot, youtube, jdm, ipod, music taste, philosophy, questions, answers, stars, universe, worlds, years, weeks, hours, work shifts, closing at work, break, lunch, sushi, kbbq, Arizona tea, McDonald's, swisher sweets, zigzags, hotbox, instrumentals, rapping, flow, rhymes, brain, laughs, cries, thoughts, imagination, life, love, stress, people, things, cynics, lovers, art, you, & me.

What's in your mind?

LULZZZ

On Pause.

2011-02-21T11:28:00.000-08:00

a nice view of Long Beach

drop le beat

city lights

lowkey park

phone

vroom

interior

Elbow's Mac N Cheese

ateh, niece, trident, watermelon

cerritos

Tam's Burgers

sauces

Muzakk.

Off-days.

2011-02-15T00:41:00.000-08:00

Lowkey Cliff

Angelina's EK

Jojo & Steven

Parked Near the 405 Freeway lol

Green Honda Civic

http://josephtrias.tumblr.com/

Tiff's

Sante Fe Ave.

It's gettin' dark

Supreme Green Crack

Home

End of the day

*Photo 32AD Assignment 1

peace.

Routine.

2011-02-04T11:13:00.000-08:00

Sh*t happens

Finally installed the Wink 5 panel mirror

The Deuce.

A gram of Maui Haze

LB Pink civic; I see this car everyday when I head to class lol

Willow St. // I decided to take the Shuttle (Bus) to class

Photography Class Notes.

Sister's Playstation 3

Games

Mom's Tinola Dish

Gift from Gee(:

Cloudin'.

2011-01-30T11:23:00.000-08:00

Apeshit.

2011-01-22T13:04:00.000-08:00

"Just Go With It. "(freewrite)

2011-01-21T02:02:00.000-08:00

go.

Freewrite and take pics of random items and post them in a spectacular way. Yeup, art is the concept. And concept is important, ya dig? Show the world something outside the ordinary and keep an audience interested. Think and create, visualize and demonstrate. Before any of this, gotta imaginate and animate. Then you get the subject of life. What is it? Besides the facts we fuck the world and call it a bitch, what is it? And are dreams part of it? And why do we value dreams so much? Is it different from life? Is life, love? What's love? Will I get hurt if i find out? I felt it before, I been tryna live comfy since my heart crashed. But ey, emotions make the world go round and my cup's always full. What's perspective? What's yours? Why is it so hard to find things that are real? Why are we so in tuned in keeping it real? Why is it easy to label people fake? What's real anyway? Can we fully understand another person? I been in too many arguments to trust shit. I doubt they'll figure me out. But hey, does it mean we're misunderstood? Nah, if we understood everyone, there wouldn't be need to talk, right? What lies in the future and do we trust fate and destiny beliefs? I don't, actions speaks louder than religion, but what's important is that I respect it. And respect is hard to come by these days. Should we think of the past? Analyze it perhaps? Try to understand more? Perhaps trying to re-new or redeemed our-self? Nah, you'll take some change, but you'll remain the same. On that note, Where to now? Why do I live the way I live? Why do i get faded every night and question things surrounding me? Am i living paranoid? Flashing episodes of communication modes that I can't even figure out like binary code. Real Life, I talk like problems free, but that's a state of mind that'll make situations drama-free, if ya feel me. Me against the world again, slippin' up trustin' busters. Fuck 'em. But hey I'm learning. I wonder what I'd do if I knew what I know now? Habits die hard, and nothing lasts forever. Best to live by the moment, and don't expect. Recollecting memoirs will always give ya a smile. Memories - They gotta be good, because there's no time for dwelling. Just gotta laugh with the cries, u know? Take a minute and let life ride. It's one of the best things you can do in a mean world. Appreciate and exterminate hate fuck the idea of fate, create, evade life's tricks and it's baits, and pass life's gate. Color my world with sharpies and such, adding colorful brushes with the musical touch. Music, helpin' you escape the pain that remains in the membrane that life had rained. Half of life requires therapy. Taking pics, call them ghosts since they'll be left around when life takes it course. Photos will straight up describe, while these words will keep a fool explaining. Beautiful debacles I call Art, I go with it.

Fallin' & Raining.

2011-01-12T02:01:00.000-08:00

Been free-writing whatever comes to my mind these past days on my work breaks and whatnot...

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"WE FUK THE WORLD AND CALL LIFE A BTCH, THATS WHY I STAY ON THE MOON AND LIVE IN MY DREAMS, A PLACE WHERE MY MASTERPIECE IS MY PIECE OF MIND, EVERYTHANG FEELS GOOD AND EXPECTATIONS TURN TO REALITY, WHERE EVERYBODY LISTENS SO I DONT NEEDA TALK TO MYSELF, WHERE I DONT NEEDA ROLEPLAY IN MY HEAD BECAUSE IM EXACTLY WHAT I WANNA BE, CHILLIN ON A CLOUD, ON THA OPPOSITE OF HELL, KEPT RISIN, NEVA FELL TIL THE POINT REALING IT WAS JUSS A SPELL."

"GRINIDIN AND HERB, STAYIN SUPERB ONLY THANG KEEPIN ME SANE, GOIN PLACES, TAKIN DIFFERENT PLANES, NO ROOM FOR BOREDOM, IMA RULER IN MY KINGDOM, DIRECTOR OF THIS FILM AND STAR, SO I ROLEPLAY AND BUILD BARS, TAKIN IT FAR, NO STAGNATION, MAKIN MOVES - NO HESITATION, NO PERMISSION, NO FORGIVENESS, KEPT UP WIT THA HIGHNESS."

"FIND A WAY TO THE SKY WITHOUT AN ACTUAL TRY, DODGE CONFRONTATIONS WHILE MY ALIBIS FLY, KEEP THANGS SLY CUZ I AIN'T TRYNA CRY, SO I LOAD UP ON GRAMS JUSS FOR ME TO FLY, LOOKIN BACK CUZ I WORRY EVERYTIME, STARIN AT THE MIRROR AS I SMOKE MY DIME, READ THIS LINE, UNTIL ITS MY TIME. HELL AINT FOR ME WHEN DIE."

"FCK THA RAIN AND THE PAIN, IMA WIN THIS GAME AND IF I LOSE, IMA LOSE INSIDA MA BRAIN, WIN IN FRONT OF THE WORLD AND WHILE I LOSE MYSELF, IMA REVIEW MYSELF, DISSAPEAR AND COME BACK A NEW SELF, NO PAYIN FOR PAST DUES, I GET FOR FREE WHEN IM ON THE GRIND AND MISUNDERSTOOD, THERES ALWAYS THANGS TO DO, TRUEE DAT, AND LIV PHAT, MAP OUT OUT MY BRAINE WITH JANE IN THE FLAME, SOUL ESEARCH REVIEW FEELS LIKE A GAME CUZ EVEN IF I CHANGE I REMAIN THE SAME."

"MICKEY DEEZ IN MY STOMACH CUZ IM BROKE TO BE HONEST, SO I STAY ACTIVE OUTSIDE CUZ NOBODY KNOWS THE OTHERSIDE, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER, BUT MY MIND IS SCREAMIN, THINKIN THE FEENIN, AND TRUE TRUE, OVER MY HEAD, BUT LIFE IS BIGGER THAN ME SO ITS NORMAL IF I AINT DEAD, PASSION FOR ART SO I SIMPLY LIVE FOR IT, THE DESIRE BECOMES A DARKNESS, BETTER FORFEIT - WHAT CAN I DO WHAT CAN I SAY, DIRECTOR OF THIS PLAY SO CUT ALLA THA HORSEPLAY AND FOCUZ ON THE PAY AND ITS HARD TO KEEP A MIND AT PEACE SO I CUT LIFE IN PARTS FOR A MASTERPIECE."

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"Now you can faze me with your laughter your smiles or your pain
I feel your trials when I'm down and out or winning at the game
No one to claim Creator yet the masses are perplexed
Cause by life we're so impressed, we all wish we had a next
And that's no matter how much I complain
Really couldn't place no blame
I'll just refrain try stayin' sane and hope you watch your aim
I scope and got the flame
To make and knock and sock the same
Got to use the brain
So I can lose the chain
What can I learn from living life?
What can you learn from what I write?"

-The Grouch; Zion I

Graffin'.

2011-01-10T10:24:00.000-08:00

Something I enjoy doing. :)

good riddance.

2011-01-05T02:12:00.000-08:00

This song is just as good as any other blog entry:

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don’t ask why
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while.

- ♫ Green day - Good Riddance(Time Of Your Life)

Outtakes.

2011-01-02T14:56:00.000-08:00

Wrap it up 2010.

2010-12-26T14:12:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, Many thanks to everyone I met, kicked it with, and the people I already know, Happy Holidays to y'all. Realize these are the good days, and life probably won't get any easier than this. 2011 is coming up so get ready. B)
I've got a lot more to say and thangs I've been meaning to do so I'll catch those on a later episode.

Where to now? I'm not sure, but good luck to everyone. (what's luck anyways?)

Zoning.

2010-12-16T00:19:00.000-08:00

Inspired by my non-sober thoughts.

Untitled #2.

2010-12-11T02:46:00.000-08:00

Planet Earth, On my own World, Word.
Always lost, destiny is to be a vagabond, traveling, feeding imagination, transcending to a small audience, Paint my colors and spread my content. Foot on ground and posted, Earphones equipped with beats that makes my brain go elsewhere, I prepare my words and what I been meaning to say, No gift of Gab though. With a camera, I...take the pics, risk, smoke my shit, and chill. As life continues, I wonder why on a whole 'nother level, everything, anything, just stare and observe. Ponderment and wonderment, details. Important in a sense, I sense art on things that don't matter, to me and you, splatter my thoughts, And everything makes sense when you look at the past, so no blame on anything, no hate, because it's just another Why in my book, shooked and spooked about the vast possibilities. And I'd never be too sad about life and what this b**ch throws, 'least I got one, gone with the complaints, and change the situation, & keep it one hunnit. Yea, at times I'd vent, regrets on meants, but mostly smilin' at spents and makin' cents, laughing at the past because that's all I intend to do with it, no cries, because it's another Why, Bye to it and holla at the Future, feel me? On that note, me, myself, and I - self centered, can't help it, but I split it, my life of course, with peeps that stay-Gold, Rush in California, where it's at? Longing for a breathe of fresh air, and a someone that can complete my pair, it's only fair that I care, I swear too, because that's pretty Rare. With it, with the Friends and family, only people I know. Everyone else I don't, but I'd love to, give me time, and energy and I'll throw a smile from a mile away, okay. Find a spot to kick it and watch, just watch life.

Music RoundUp #1

2010-12-10T17:29:00.000-08:00

This week.

Good shit.

Debacle.

2010-12-07T23:46:00.000-08:00

~disruption.