Cloudin'.

Apeshit.

"Just Go With It. "(freewrite)

go.

Freewrite and take pics of random items and post them in a spectacular way. Yeup, art is the concept. And concept is important, ya dig? Show the world something outside the ordinary and keep an audience interested. Think and create, visualize and demonstrate. Before any of this, gotta imaginate and animate. Then you get the subject of life. What is it? Besides the facts we fuck the world and call it a bitch, what is it? And are dreams part of it? And why do we value dreams so much? Is it different from life? Is life, love? What's love? Will I get hurt if i find out? I felt it before, I been tryna live comfy since my heart crashed. But ey, emotions make the world go round and my cup's always full. What's perspective? What's yours? Why is it so hard to find things that are real? Why are we so in tuned in keeping it real? Why is it easy to label people fake? What's real anyway? Can we fully understand another person? I been in too many arguments to trust shit. I doubt they'll figure me out. But hey, does it mean we're misunderstood? Nah, if we understood everyone, there wouldn't be need to talk, right? What lies in the future and do we trust fate and destiny beliefs? I don't, actions speaks louder than religion, but what's important is that I respect it. And respect is hard to come by these days. Should we think of the past? Analyze it perhaps? Try to understand more? Perhaps trying to re-new or redeemed our-self? Nah, you'll take some change, but you'll remain the same. On that note, Where to now? Why do I live the way I live? Why do i get faded every night and question things surrounding me? Am i living paranoid? Flashing episodes of communication modes that I can't even figure out like binary code. Real Life, I talk like problems free, but that's a state of mind that'll make situations drama-free, if ya feel me. Me against the world again, slippin' up trustin' busters. Fuck 'em. But hey I'm learning. I wonder what I'd do if I knew what I know now? Habits die hard, and nothing lasts forever. Best to live by the moment, and don't expect. Recollecting memoirs will always give ya a smile. Memories - They gotta be good, because there's no time for dwelling. Just gotta laugh with the cries, u know? Take a minute and let life ride. It's one of the best things you can do in a mean world. Appreciate and exterminate hate fuck the idea of fate, create, evade life's tricks and it's baits, and pass life's gate. Color my world with sharpies and such, adding colorful brushes with the musical touch. Music, helpin' you escape the pain that remains in the membrane that life had rained. Half of life requires therapy. Taking pics, call them ghosts since they'll be left around when life takes it course. Photos will straight up describe, while these words will keep a fool explaining. Beautiful debacles I call Art, I go with it.

Fallin' & Raining.

Been free-writing whatever comes to my mind these past days on my work breaks and whatnot...

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"WE FUK THE WORLD AND CALL LIFE A BTCH, THATS WHY I STAY ON THE MOON AND LIVE IN MY DREAMS, A PLACE WHERE MY MASTERPIECE IS MY PIECE OF MIND, EVERYTHANG FEELS GOOD AND EXPECTATIONS TURN TO REALITY, WHERE EVERYBODY LISTENS SO I DONT NEEDA TALK TO MYSELF, WHERE I DONT NEEDA ROLEPLAY IN MY HEAD BECAUSE IM EXACTLY WHAT I WANNA BE, CHILLIN ON A CLOUD, ON THA OPPOSITE OF HELL, KEPT RISIN, NEVA FELL TIL THE POINT REALING IT WAS JUSS A SPELL."

"GRINIDIN AND HERB, STAYIN SUPERB ONLY THANG KEEPIN ME SANE, GOIN PLACES, TAKIN DIFFERENT PLANES, NO ROOM FOR BOREDOM, IMA RULER IN MY KINGDOM, DIRECTOR OF THIS FILM AND STAR, SO I ROLEPLAY AND BUILD BARS, TAKIN IT FAR, NO STAGNATION, MAKIN MOVES - NO HESITATION, NO PERMISSION, NO FORGIVENESS, KEPT UP WIT THA HIGHNESS."

"FIND A WAY TO THE SKY WITHOUT AN ACTUAL TRY, DODGE CONFRONTATIONS WHILE MY ALIBIS FLY, KEEP THANGS SLY CUZ I AIN'T TRYNA CRY, SO I LOAD UP ON GRAMS JUSS FOR ME TO FLY, LOOKIN BACK CUZ I WORRY EVERYTIME, STARIN AT THE MIRROR AS I SMOKE MY DIME, READ THIS LINE, UNTIL ITS MY TIME. HELL AINT FOR ME WHEN DIE."

"FCK THA RAIN AND THE PAIN, IMA WIN THIS GAME AND IF I LOSE, IMA LOSE INSIDA MA BRAIN, WIN IN FRONT OF THE WORLD AND WHILE I LOSE MYSELF, IMA REVIEW MYSELF, DISSAPEAR AND COME BACK A NEW SELF, NO PAYIN FOR PAST DUES, I GET FOR FREE WHEN IM ON THE GRIND AND MISUNDERSTOOD, THERES ALWAYS THANGS TO DO, TRUEE DAT, AND LIV PHAT, MAP OUT OUT MY BRAINE WITH JANE IN THE FLAME, SOUL ESEARCH REVIEW FEELS LIKE A GAME CUZ EVEN IF I CHANGE I REMAIN THE SAME."

"MICKEY DEEZ IN MY STOMACH CUZ IM BROKE TO BE HONEST, SO I STAY ACTIVE OUTSIDE CUZ NOBODY KNOWS THE OTHERSIDE, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER, BUT MY MIND IS SCREAMIN, THINKIN THE FEENIN, AND TRUE TRUE, OVER MY HEAD, BUT LIFE IS BIGGER THAN ME SO ITS NORMAL IF I AINT DEAD, PASSION FOR ART SO I SIMPLY LIVE FOR IT, THE DESIRE BECOMES A DARKNESS, BETTER FORFEIT - WHAT CAN I DO WHAT CAN I SAY, DIRECTOR OF THIS PLAY SO CUT ALLA THA HORSEPLAY AND FOCUZ ON THE PAY AND ITS HARD TO KEEP A MIND AT PEACE SO I CUT LIFE IN PARTS FOR A MASTERPIECE."


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"Now you can faze me with your laughter your smiles or your pain
I feel your trials when I'm down and out or winning at the game
No one to claim Creator yet the masses are perplexed
Cause by life we're so impressed, we all wish we had a next
And that's no matter how much I complain
Really couldn't place no blame
I'll just refrain try stayin' sane and hope you watch your aim
I scope and got the flame
To make and knock and sock the same
Got to use the brain
So I can lose the chain
What can I learn from living life?
What can you learn from what I write?"

-The Grouch; Zion I

Graffin'.

Something I enjoy doing. :)

good riddance.

This song is just as good as any other blog entry:

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don’t ask why
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while.

- ♫ Green day - Good Riddance(Time Of Your Life)

Outtakes.