Been free-writing whatever comes to my mind these past days on my work breaks and whatnot...
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"WE FUK THE WORLD AND CALL LIFE A BTCH, THATS WHY I STAY ON THE MOON AND LIVE IN MY DREAMS, A PLACE WHERE MY MASTERPIECE IS MY PIECE OF MIND, EVERYTHANG FEELS GOOD AND EXPECTATIONS TURN TO REALITY, WHERE EVERYBODY LISTENS SO I DONT NEEDA TALK TO MYSELF, WHERE I DONT NEEDA ROLEPLAY IN MY HEAD BECAUSE IM EXACTLY WHAT I WANNA BE, CHILLIN ON A CLOUD, ON THA OPPOSITE OF HELL, KEPT RISIN, NEVA FELL TIL THE POINT REALING IT WAS JUSS A SPELL."
"GRINIDIN AND HERB, STAYIN SUPERB ONLY THANG KEEPIN ME SANE, GOIN PLACES, TAKIN DIFFERENT PLANES, NO ROOM FOR BOREDOM, IMA RULER IN MY KINGDOM, DIRECTOR OF THIS FILM AND STAR, SO I ROLEPLAY AND BUILD BARS, TAKIN IT FAR, NO STAGNATION, MAKIN MOVES - NO HESITATION, NO PERMISSION, NO FORGIVENESS, KEPT UP WIT THA HIGHNESS."
"FIND A WAY TO THE SKY WITHOUT AN ACTUAL TRY, DODGE CONFRONTATIONS WHILE MY ALIBIS FLY, KEEP THANGS SLY CUZ I AIN'T TRYNA CRY, SO I LOAD UP ON GRAMS JUSS FOR ME TO FLY, LOOKIN BACK CUZ I WORRY EVERYTIME, STARIN AT THE MIRROR AS I SMOKE MY DIME, READ THIS LINE, UNTIL ITS MY TIME. HELL AINT FOR ME WHEN DIE."
"FCK THA RAIN AND THE PAIN, IMA WIN THIS GAME AND IF I LOSE, IMA LOSE INSIDA MA BRAIN, WIN IN FRONT OF THE WORLD AND WHILE I LOSE MYSELF, IMA REVIEW MYSELF, DISSAPEAR AND COME BACK A NEW SELF, NO PAYIN FOR PAST DUES, I GET FOR FREE WHEN IM ON THE GRIND AND MISUNDERSTOOD, THERES ALWAYS THANGS TO DO, TRUEE DAT, AND LIV PHAT, MAP OUT OUT MY BRAINE WITH JANE IN THE FLAME, SOUL ESEARCH REVIEW FEELS LIKE A GAME CUZ EVEN IF I CHANGE I REMAIN THE SAME."
"MICKEY DEEZ IN MY STOMACH CUZ IM BROKE TO BE HONEST, SO I STAY ACTIVE OUTSIDE CUZ NOBODY KNOWS THE OTHERSIDE, ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER, BUT MY MIND IS SCREAMIN, THINKIN THE FEENIN, AND TRUE TRUE, OVER MY HEAD, BUT LIFE IS BIGGER THAN ME SO ITS NORMAL IF I AINT DEAD, PASSION FOR ART SO I SIMPLY LIVE FOR IT, THE DESIRE BECOMES A DARKNESS, BETTER FORFEIT - WHAT CAN I DO WHAT CAN I SAY, DIRECTOR OF THIS PLAY SO CUT ALLA THA HORSEPLAY AND FOCUZ ON THE PAY AND ITS HARD TO KEEP A MIND AT PEACE SO I CUT LIFE IN PARTS FOR A MASTERPIECE."
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"Now you can faze me with your laughter your smiles or your pain
I feel your trials when I'm down and out or winning at the game
No one to claim Creator yet the masses are perplexed
Cause by life we're so impressed, we all wish we had a next
And that's no matter how much I complain
Really couldn't place no blame
I'll just refrain try stayin' sane and hope you watch your aim
I scope and got the flame
To make and knock and sock the same
Got to use the brain
So I can lose the chain
What can I learn from living life?
What can you learn from what I write?"
-The Grouch; Zion I
