Context.

when I'm bored on the iphone...

Fell.

thoughts at, an all time deep-end
felt that last weekend
played out thought patterns
again and again
felt like giving up on my crafts like a broke chef
it's bittersweet tasty
disconnected from most, you won't find my face-
books still getting read like my eye's every night
lyin' awake at night no matter how tired
the connection to my brain and heart is a cross fire
habit of misfire, hoping it can ceasefire
the pumps and veins requires a rewire
so I'm at it again from a paper and pen
what will you think then?
good images under my name
our photo's in the hall of fame,
in this game we played, seeing you in that time frame
roll another, write another, this is draft #143
one love from a brother, on a higher degree
dreamin' to fall, I said that before
wait, I've had it before
can you help me restore?

Universe Currently. (Issues)

[subjective]


One Universe Out Of Multiple Multi-verses, Thought I'd Immerse..
Technology Moving Fast, I Will Be Outdated Tomorrow
Society I Get Through, The Good Is Hardly Followed
Before I Leave You With Perspectives, Freshen Up Your Ideals
With A Note Somewhere, These html's Are Without Conceal
Meanwhile, Media's Propagandizing Things Beyond Meaningless
Citizens Taking Placebos Unconscionably, Hard Facts Supressed
I'm Trying Not To Think Of My Old Thoughts In Present Time
But Ask Someone About Anything The Mal-moods Decline
Paying These Gas Prices, I'm Really Funding For Wars
Wanting To Ask What The Fuck Are We Fighting For
It's Really No Fair, Even Though It Never Was
Excessive Thinking & Power, Laws I Believe Are The Cause
Who's To Say, Are We From Creature Or Creator?
Products From A Collision Of Something Greater
Big Bang, Conclusions Towards Futures Cost Of Living,
Got Me Questioning My Existence, Sins And Forgiving
In A Perfect World, We'd Share Education And Wealth
Researching Humanity, Laws Of Nature, Improving Our Health
But We're Paying Corporate Elites, Slowly Damaging Our-Self
Modern Day Slavery, This Generation Will Never Be Satisfied
Africa Is Still Dead Broke, No Reason, It's Unclassified
Picture Where You Are, Decades Fast Forward, In A Different Social Structure
Secure Cures We Have, Forsure, Secret Societies Passing False Brochures
In My Mind And My Pocket, I Swear I See Things Coming And Appearing
I Can Tell You I Know The Truth, But My Mind Still Pioneering
Never Exact, Worldly Views Got The Heaven's Interfering
Infinite Number Of Believers, Skeptics, Theoretics Chosen From You
Twenty Four Hours To Make A Differences, Surfacing Daily Views
I Cannot Explain The Truth, But It's There To Express
Balancing Equilibrium Within, The Battlefield Of Our Own Mindsets
Towards A Stage Of Ultimate Comfort, Honestly Takin' As Long As Our Whole Life
I'm Above The Clouds, Predicting A Future Much Less Bright
Television, Radio, Webs Of Nothing Significant, Only To Breathe Material
Burning Books Of Facts, Explanations, Spreading Bacterials
Studio Gangsters, Spoiled Recognition, I Reminisce On The Fast Times
Pastimes to Past Time I Hope I'm Not Passed Mine
I Have Tattoo's of a Pen, Numbers, and California for Obvious Reasons
Permanently Embedded Personality, Can't Change Like The Seasons
I'd Swallow My Pride And Hope It's Not Lethal Red
Reading What's Out There Shakin' My Damn Head...





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Story.

Took a break from studying..


I got a pen,
In ten cities I feel intense
City, landscape and mental mixtapes
Poetry you can't hear, but read and hear it within
Starting to think it's less mental more spirit has beens
What I create isn't necessarily myself, don't get it twisted
Conclusively, I'm always more than fine, not 'cause I'm lifted,
I'm gifted, I like to believe I am,
More put through from mind, cause' I can
And when I can, that's what I do
Not me vs. you, or who tried and stay true
Nor Red vs. Blue, 'cause I'm hearing you too
More reading than just seeing,
feeling is forever more appealing
It goes on, no off button and concealing
And as Time Passes, I only wish to pass the Classes
I've taken,
Like the obstacles I've chosen solely
this may define my Life Story
but in chapters,
May happily ever after
appear at the end
When I think, I sink
in my home sweet home
my state of mind
Up until
it takes skill to recognize trill
In a sense I'm losing my religion
I'm a flyer, jets soaring like pigeons in the dark
In this bubble called underground, I've embarked
But never the less
it's never less than more
I pave a new way with a different detour
future's the present, so we're living in a gift to be open
I'm hoping
I get to see a couple of tokens
in my back pocket
electrify and testify to blast like a rocket
Got me feeling anxious, it's almost twenty twelve
I'm putting away and pullin' a story from God's book shelf

Free-thought writing?
Back to progress. -_-

Feel.

You've got a hold on me and it touches very well
Very rarely someone catches me, but you seem to do it very well
Perhaps my World can float between heaven and hell
i don't mind, You make my time freeze
You know me, I love the cold, So I'm feeling rather pleased
Let me stop with a second thought, you make my days better
With a second to think, we can share a dream together
Wishful thinking hurts a bit, but it's all positive
I remember when we first hanged, you had so much to give
Depending on how free you are, I really want your time
When will I see you, because I miss you since last time
You unravel me, sometimes I don't even know myself
I get a little lost, but you seem to find yourself
I like that alot, a direction on where you're going
Where are you? At times I feel like I'm zoning
You're leaving soon, and I can't finish what I want to say
Maybe I'll finish this feeling...another day.

Feel It In The Air.

I can feel it in the air even when I'm spacin'
thoughts unorganized so I need rearranging'
ever changin' this life is, quite ironic
say that I'll quit, but just copped hydroponics
I see new life teachings, but I'm missing attendance
I can feel it in the air, something like an essence
& I just laid music, so I'ma wait for the drop
words come outta my mouth that I hadn't even jot
freewrite, freelance, best things in life are free
but no way to live free and that's a guarantee
I need more audience, feel like I'm heading nowhere,
unfound like a pair of 90's jays -hella rare
I think I got an idea on the direction I've headed
like the road less traveled, no followers; unleaded
I feel it in the air, every time I exhale what's inside
I can feel it in the air like slow rising tides
except it's a storm and it's comin' in fast
I can feel it in the air, but how long will it last?

Song Titles

that I made up. lol

Slow Quiet Streets
California Medicated
Car Ride Home
Mind Shelf (put'em away)
5 Hour Energy
Blue Dream
They Just Live In Your Mind
Night Owls
Flying Down
How's Surreality
Blurry Vision
If Anything
Yellow Light
No Name
Image Technician
Bad News and Good Ol' Days
Collected
Work Or Play (No time for boredom)
Deucin' It
Freeway Cruisin'
Sober Dayz
Pass 1am
Another Closing Night
Munchy
Hungry
Just My Ak & D40
Between Fear and Happiness
Sike Song
Faded Moments
Bloggin'
What I See
Vagabond
Spacin' Out
Fabricated
Adjust For The World
Let Me Spark It For Ya
My Friends
Thinkin' The Afterlife
Vagabond Chillin'
Shoot Edit Post (the photo life)
Escaped
Tatted Imagination
Golden Nugz, No Chicken
Dad's Tools & Mom's Garden
4:20 pm (F**k 11:11)
Getting Old
Never Was
Vivid Pictures
Cyph A Story
Lowkey Spot
Indulgence
Vitamin B12 8333%
Unfinished Entries
happy 'cause you ain't
Beginner's mind
Follow your Flow
Thoughts Goin' Nowhere
limitless mind ( vast imagination)
Forever Unchanged
what's real, what's fake
what's right, what's wrong
&whoCares
Stupid Turnt
Lose It Right now
Woke Up Sleepy
Sleeping Awake
Dirty Out, Clean In
Save Point
My Last Blunt (i swear)
Got That Fire
don't feel like talking
No Smiles Until
Still Have
phrases say it
Not High Enough
Thoughts Unpleasant
Future is Present
Don't Even Know Anymore
Your Way & My Thing
InstruMentality
My BudDay
Ain't Even 'bout that no mo'
About Earnings and Higher Learnings
ThisConnected
We'd Prolly Do The Same Anyway
Consumed
An Uncared Topic
Blogger's Block
No Secrets Here
Dumb Quotes
What I Don't Know (Keeps Me Wonderin')
My ShotGun (Passenger Girl)
Mobile
Free In The Sky
Invisible Hope
Save As Draft (next time is better)
Lifted Research
Ni99a, You Ain't Kno (Chu Talm Bout)
Haha Jk (after saying truth)
Spitting Customer Service
HigherTruf
Is Anyone Reading this?

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