Holidays 2011.

All I got to say....


Merry Christmas Fam
& to all. :)






Gone Celebrating, PEACE!

Outroduction. (AutumnLeaves)

listen & enjoy this joint.

Story.

Took a break from studying..


I got a pen,
In ten cities I feel intense
City, landscape and mental mixtapes
Poetry you can't hear, but read and hear it within
Starting to think it's less mental more spirit has beens
What I create isn't necessarily myself, don't get it twisted
Conclusively, I'm always more than fine, not 'cause I'm lifted,
I'm gifted, I like to believe I am,
More put through from mind, cause' I can
And when I can, that's what I do
Not me vs. you, or who tried and stay true
Nor Red vs. Blue, 'cause I'm hearing you too
More reading than just seeing,
feeling is forever more appealing
It goes on, no off button and concealing
And as Time Passes, I only wish to pass the Classes
I've taken,
Like the obstacles I've chosen solely
this may define my Life Story
but in chapters,
May happily ever after
appear at the end
When I think, I sink
in my home sweet home
my state of mind
Up until
it takes skill to recognize trill
In a sense I'm losing my religion
I'm a flyer, jets soaring like pigeons in the dark
In this bubble called underground, I've embarked
But never the less
it's never less than more
I pave a new way with a different detour
future's the present, so we're living in a gift to be open
I'm hoping
I get to see a couple of tokens
in my back pocket
electrify and testify to blast like a rocket
Got me feeling anxious, it's almost twenty twelve
I'm putting away and pullin' a story from God's book shelf

Free-thought writing?
Back to progress. -_-

Miss U.

Tell me why the road turns.

Shades.

Black and White world, living in shades of grey.
~

Busy.

Lately been caught up on the daily assigned objectives life has thrown me...I'm sure that's you too. Everyone seems to be busy and doing their own thang around this time. I'm pretty stressed too. Hopefully I can end this semester with thumbs up. Anticipating on some leisure time during winter break forsure.









Off to work!!!

Mood.

You know what..



Nothing really changes, but the mood.

It's All Good.
#JetsGo

Knowing.

Knowing that it's the most calm right before the storm,
And when you least expect it, it doesn't rain, it pours.

Thankful.

At the end of the day,
I'm thankful...for everything I have.
Happy Thanksgiving Fam.

Chapters.

Chapter: An Episode in someone's life.

1. Stay Reading
2. Until It's Gone
3. Catch My Drift
4. Feel Is Real
5. Stuck Thoughts
6. Wake Up & Play The Game (No Dreams)
7. Music Stories
8. Honest Friend
9. Scratching The Surface
10. Favorite
11. Not Even High Anymore
12. Amor
13. Running Far
14. Chasing History
15. Writing It Down (just in case)
16. No Money
17. Create What's Yours
18. Waiting For Her
19. Let The World Spin
20. Prescribed
21. Mad At Tha Fake
22. Ridiculous
23. Constant Low
24. My Shadow
25. Underground Dope Kid
26. I Just Write (Whatever)
27. CellPhone Starin'
28. Upgrade
29. Hoping She Notices
30. Lovers Alike
31. Trying To Sober
32. Hard To Save
33. Forgotten
34. Family Beef
35. Lost Amigos
36. Skipped Class To Dip Pass
37. A Broken Memory
38. How Free Y'all Think
39. Can Your Mind Picture
40. Extra Attitude
41. The Little Thangs
42. Good Times Sake
43. Please Remind Me
44. Versus Society
45. Once & For All
46. Not Tryna Settle
47. Poetically Correct
48. Mornings With You
49. Her Cooking
50. Natural Vibe
51. Just Another Flight
52. I Hate Drinking
53. Texting With a Smile
54. Will I Make It?
55. Get It Over With
56. Going Home
57. Busy (B)ee
58. Make You Laugh
59. Looking Back Now
60. See What You Read
61. Avid Freelancer
62. I'll Be Here
63. Puzzled
64. Satisfied Elsewhere
65. My Books
66. Forever Calm (Carried On)
67. Wasted Film
68. My Lost Photographs
69. Time To Recover
70. Between The Lines
71. Behind The Curtains
72. Unseen Showing
73. How Long Ago Were These Thoughts
74. All Day, Every Night
75. Try My Best
...

Keeping my mind circulating with all this extra nonsense I had jotted on my class notebook lol

More...

Dust & Scratches.

Some of my B/W assignments..










...Out of boredom







EA SKATE 3 ALL NIGHT!! HIT ME
sn: jdotdeuce

Feel.

You've got a hold on me and it touches very well
Very rarely someone catches me, but you seem to do it very well
Perhaps my World can float between heaven and hell
i don't mind, You make my time freeze
You know me, I love the cold, So I'm feeling rather pleased
Let me stop with a second thought, you make my days better
With a second to think, we can share a dream together
Wishful thinking hurts a bit, but it's all positive
I remember when we first hanged, you had so much to give
Depending on how free you are, I really want your time
When will I see you, because I miss you since last time
You unravel me, sometimes I don't even know myself
I get a little lost, but you seem to find yourself
I like that alot, a direction on where you're going
Where are you? At times I feel like I'm zoning
You're leaving soon, and I can't finish what I want to say
Maybe I'll finish this feeling...another day.

Time.

time is money, looking for some change.

By the way, 11/11/11 , 11:11AM..
Reminding you of what's important, and if you do believe. (wish)

Tomorrow.

comes Today.
Happy Halloween Weekend.
No plans, too unimportant...lol

Journal Entry.

10/26/11 1 a.m.

"To explore what it would mean to live fully, sensually alive and passionately on purpose, I have to drop my preconceived ideas of who and what I am."

Hi invisible audience. Thanks for staying tuned.


how do you interpret the world?
vibe with the music tho..and check out the tumbleezy. link to yo' right.

handselecta.

flip the script.

Honest.

It's like, are things worth it
Ideally from the media, but need the personal purpose
I gain descriptive emotions when marchin', music with me only
I want to be what's in me, but I'd rather have someone with me tell me
at the top it's lonely and it's really catching up
I'm not unhappy, but the nostalgia is stacking up
in the inside realm, outside world walkin'
exploration with no destination, only faith hears me talkin'
clockin' in when I feel some confidence has plummit
summit the higher world, shooting stars like I gun it
like a self titled cynic, stayed stuck questioning
purpose is somewhere, tryna capture it but posed no where
observations keepin' everything in plain view
the comfort of old feelings, good, bad or is it brand new?
negativity keeps shoutin' fuck life, I got soul
record spinning' world off playin, jazzy hiphop souls
quick thinkin' slow perception with vivid images,
noise nuisance, convos catapulting, arguments and finishin'
atmospheric feely, chilly chillin' on doses of medications
natural kind, no clonin', feelin' ambiance precipitation
feel me like meditation and spirits, we lift like research group
excellin' exhalin, writer rider, with a stay relevant loop
I need someone, not anyone, to tell me where's everyone
In this world with a million faces, but i only need one
to make me sure, rest assure, that loneliness is temporary
because I'm sick of feeling art like it's just too much therapy
everyday the sun shines so I'm alive, bottom line
but wishing hoping and dreaming run on the same line
if you ask me, my soul is rather healthy,
wealthy 'cause I know when people say tell me
the questions that their own feelings may damage
like I know what to tell 'em but I'm just leveled headed
But I get so used to knowing what's gonna happen, I don't even bother
like breaking my own heart, like I don't need a lover
sometimes i don't know what to say, feel or do
the idea of fate, faith, and destiny, can't trust is true
whatever really happens, really happens, and that's it
whoever really wants something gets it, stays legit
If I said it then I meant it, it's not meant to change
the only thing though, is the variance of range
ultimately, unsatisfied and undone like looking for art
you can add a touch of happiness, in itself turning heArts
I love writing, but it's thoughts that make me write
At times I don't appreciate that though, above the clouds overnight...




btw, can't wait for the actual winter season. I love the cold :)

Sentimentally Madd.

SoulChef ft. Need Not Worry


a track that is very.. well.. written.

Imagination (Wintersong).

Widdhit.

http://www.soulchefmusic.com/

Do For Love.

Just because love is in the air.

RIP 15 years.

Everyday, Life.

Ma' City

Cerritos Regional

Hot weather

Regulations and sh*t..

shoes

Hi Mom

The Birds & The Bees

Out in the morn

Solo Lunch

Mr2

my baby... currently in the garage :(

Man, let me get in my zone first..

T2 aka treo, aka jasperspective, aka jas. aka jasper LOL :P


Had more photos, but I'm getting hungry, and I got work so...
I'M OUT!